[That was a question that shouldn't have had any answer other than 'it doesn't matter because it's not possible'. But it was possible. Because his emotional roots were recovering. Slowly, yes. But faster than he was ready for.
And thinking about what he wanted when it came to feeling them...
No. No. It still wasn't his choice. Not really. He needed to be able to control Hellfire. It was what he'd destroyed himself for. Became a monster for. Was tortured by his own father for. He was the ruler of Cangyanhai. But also their weapon. That was the purpose he'd sacrificed all his emotions and desires for.
What was he if he wasn't a tool of war to hold back whatever threatened his people?]
Once this venerable one has conquered the Three Realms in their entirety, this venerable one will rule over them all and ensure peace remains for his people to thrive.
[Did it answer her question? No. Was he going to? Also no. He didn't really have an answer to give.]
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And thinking about what he wanted when it came to feeling them...
No. No. It still wasn't his choice. Not really. He needed to be able to control Hellfire. It was what he'd destroyed himself for. Became a monster for. Was tortured by his own father for. He was the ruler of Cangyanhai. But also their weapon. That was the purpose he'd sacrificed all his emotions and desires for.
What was he if he wasn't a tool of war to hold back whatever threatened his people?]
Once this venerable one has conquered the Three Realms in their entirety, this venerable one will rule over them all and ensure peace remains for his people to thrive.
[Did it answer her question? No. Was he going to? Also no. He didn't really have an answer to give.]